Day 1: Dear Sakura
Day 2: Dream, Immortal, Smile
Day 3: Braille
Day 4: Grin & Epiphany
Day 5: Learning
Day 6: Love Toy
Day 7 : No Hands
Day 8: You
Day 9: Sexy
Day 10: Reggie
Day 11: Secrets
Day 12: Deja Not
Day 13: You & Him
Day 14: Worthy
Day 15: Shadow
Shadows
by: 2Deep
In the shadow of yesterday
I ponder on the “Y” of day’s past
feign for an understanding
to come and cease the ache between my thighs Read the rest of this entry »
Day 1: Dear Sakura
Day 2: Dream, Immortal, Smile
Day 3: Braille
Day 4: Grin & Epiphany
Day 5: Learning
Day 6: Love Toy
Day 7 : No Hands
Day 8: You
Day 9: Sexy
Day 10: Reggie
Day 11: Secrets
Day 12: Deja Not
Day 13: You & Him
Day 14: Worthy
Worthy
by: 2Deep
Who I am is not
Based on how you treated me
I’m worthy of more
Day 1: Dear Sakura
Day 2: Dream, Immortal, Smile
Day 3: Braille
Day 4: Grin & Epiphany
Day 5: Learning
Day 6: Love Toy
Day 7 : No Hands
Day 8: You
Day 9: Sexy
Day 10: Reggie
Day 11: Secrets
Day 12: Deja Not
Day 13: You & Him
You & Him
by: 2Deep
I never noticed
How you remind me of him
‘Til I dumped you too
Day 1: Dear Sakura
Day 2: Dream, Immortal, Smile
Day 3: Braille
Day 4: Grin & Epiphany
Day 5: Learning
Day 6: Love Toy
Day 7 : No Hands
Day 8: You
Day 9: Sexy
Day 10: Reggie
Day 11: Secrets
Day 12: Deja Not
Deja Not
by:2Deep
Been there and done that
Deja vu means repeated
Time to learn this lesson
Day 1: Dear Sakura
Day 2: Dream, Immortal, Smile
Day 3: Braille
Day 4: Grin & Epiphany
Day 5: Learning
Day 6: Love Toy
Day 7 : No Hands
Day 8: You
Day 9: Sexy
Day 10: Reggie
Day 11: Secrets
Secrets
by: 2Deep
Don’t know how he feels
You’re his best kept. Remember
No one likes secrets
So, usually I dont do love/crush/infatuation poems, but I think it is about time I express my hopeless romantic side and let the universe know how I feel. So I have been crushing on this one particular guy for YEARS!!! When I tell you that he is awesome….. it is not an exaggeration by any stretch of the imagination. Well, I decided to write this poem today because it was begging me to write it.
Sadly enough, I told him that I had a crush on him and got nothing back. If I felt like giving you the details you would offer me a drink. But just because the response to the news was weird doesnt take away from the fact that he is still an awesome person. He can still be an awesome person and not be into me, right? One thing that I did learn from the experience is to not be afraid to express how you feel. I learned how not to shut down just because how you feel about someone was not reciprocated in that immediate moment. In short…. I learned how to love.
Okay…..I know I am months, upon months late….but it took some time and some courage for me to finally get the nerve to actually watch this.
As a female who was molested by her own father, I can only imagine what it could feel like for a male to feel like he had to keep the secret of being abused, in any fashion. In my blogs The House My Father Built and a Molestation Survivor Speaks….you can catch a glimpse of my struggle. And even after speaking to my biological father in NOvember for the first time in 15 years….he told me that I made it all up in my mind and that I was brainwashed by family members. WHO DOES THAT?!!!!!!!! He couldn’t face the fact that he was a perverted bastard who once molested his own sister and then continued with me…..he had to attempt to make me feel stupid and as if it was my fault. I refuse to own that, but it is very hard for me shake this part of my past; I don’t even know if I am supposed to.
So I recorded this on my DVR months ago and something is now telling me to watch it….on this EASTER Sunday( I know this is not when you will read this…but it is when I wrote it). Something is about to be resurrected….hopefully the real me. I feel safe enough to watch this. It is time for me to face this beast….and what better way than to watch this episode of Oprah and possibly help some other people.
Now, I didn’t watch the Tyler Perry Episode… I guess I should find a copy of it….but I will deal with what I have thus far.
Take 2 in 5, 4, 3, 2, 2, 2, 2, #Heal Read the rest of this entry »
Episode 1: Table for 1
Episode 2: Beginning of the End
Episode 3: “Southern” Cuisine
Episode 4: A Lesson in Life
Episode 5: Faking the Funk
Episode 6: Men-On_Pause
Episode 7: Less-Beings
Episode 8: Half Truths
Episode 9: Trust In Me
Okay, so, I am still writing this, semi-on time…lol. I woke up in the middle of this and them blogged about Alphas followed by Basketball Wives. So, I had to come back to this.This is what happens when so many black shows come on in one night. I think they do that on purpose to cut down ratings. It is a conspiracy. C-O-N….Spiracy! lol. Leh Go!
Take 2 in 5, 4, 3, 2, 2, 2, 2 #PeachtreeStreetDivas
I love the song that is playing when the show comes on. Unfortunately, I HATE Christina’s outfit. WHY does she have on this neon skirt and her shirt is tucked in? FUGLY! I love this Janelle Monet looking outfit that Val has on. CUTE! So Val is wanting to have a dinner where all of their guys can meet. Well, April doesn’t have a guy so how does she fit in.
So Christina has been dating this new dude and she hasn’t had sex in 3 weeks with him. I hate females like her. I mean, get it in, but if a man takes it slow, appreciate him and then blow HIS back out when the time finally comes…lol.
I know these legs any where!!! Denise (Kelly Rowland) is already being rude and just wanting to use April for a free shopping spree at V’s. So Denise is a DJ who April is trying to get to play Reed’s CD. And then she boasts of a Mercedes ( two-seater) with a Bose sound system….while telling April to pay for the rest of the shopping spree. I just need for April to get out of denial about how she feels about Reed.
This kinky set-up sex with her dude is disturbing. It is not as sexy as they think it is. Read the rest of this entry »
Episode 1: Table for 1
Episode 2: Beginning of the End
Episode 3: “Southern” Cuisine
Episode 4: A Lesson in Life
Episode 5: Faking the Funk
Episode 6: Men-On_Pause
Episode 7: Less-Beings
Episode 8: Half Truths
I made a vow that no matter what, this was going to be posted on Tuesday immediately following its air date. It is now 12:23am on Monday night, and after attending an event, blogging about Basketball Wives and Alphas…..I am going to blog about this and then take my butt to bed even though I have not blogged about the event I went to you yet. It’s all about priorities.
Take 2 in 5, 4, 3, 2, 2, 2, 2 #PeachtreeStreetDivas
Oh yeh, I found out that the fashion designer in charge of Val’s outfit is none other than Atlanta’s own… Anthony Williams. You may know him from Project Runway. It explains the out-there designs that sometimes work and sometimes don’t. Just saying. I’ve still got love for him though. Read More
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Episode 1: Table for 1
Episode 2: Beginning of the End
Episode 3: “Southern” Cuisine
Episode 4: A Lesson in Life
Episode 5: Faking the Funk
Episode 6: Men-On_Pause
Episode 7: Less-Beings
Yup… still running behind.
Take 2 in 5, 4, 3, 2, 2, 2, 2 #PeachtreeStreetDivas
Late… I know… shut up.
Okay, soooo How long has Val known Jerry before she lets him in her house, stand behind her and watch her turn her alarm off. Wait… didn’t someone JUST rob their house?*sigh* And couldn’t they have said all of this shit downstairs. And can Val PLEASE rock a bra in at least one of these episodes.
Ewwwww MORNING BREATHE and she is whispering… Does Keisha not smell her breathe while she is all up in her face. Loving the iPad advertisement…lol.
Okay… so in college Val had a lesbian encounter with Sharon Love ( Queen Latifah). Sweeeeet.
This artist Reed that April is supposed to be helping… I wouldnt have stuck my neck out for him. Wait… April is stupid with this money situation. I would have made Reed sign a contract and promise is first drug free child before I offered up to use my own money on his project. Hell. I wouldn’t even offer my money.
Bwhahahahahaha “gay-looking” life. Hahahaha. Hahahah “Americais going to need another big-boned black woman, with amble bosoms to cry into.” WowSharon. And ummm… I saw the paparazzi thing happening the minuteSharonwent to brush off the “lint”
WTF does Val have on? This pleatheristic, ill-fitting shirt and tight ass shorts look like a jacked up Halloween costume. I love the fact that he is mature enough to bring up the fact that Val use to date Q who was engaged to his daughter and happens to play for the team that he owns. And they must REALLY want the advertisement bucks….niiice Xbox connect.
Bwhahahaha “You might want to butch up your run.” Who says that? Lol. But at least Keisha passed her real estate exam. I am loving this red ensemble that Keisha has on. WHO DESIGNED THAT!? I sooo want the dress… I wonder if they have it in purple.
Sucks that Keisha is falling for Malcolm but Malcolm is just happy with them being booty call friends. Shame, isn’t that how it always it? Keep the panties to yourself girl.
What is up with these yeast-culminating shorts that Christina have on? And her sleeping with her professor just looks like trouble. He looks like a stalker. But I love her bike though.
Okay, so Biz Markie is playing this dope producer called Super Tracks… interesting. And he’s had a crush on Keisha for how long? No comment. And who are the video infection tricks walking down the hall? But I am stealing her line though, “ Sorry boo, you’re like 5 years too late. I’m that chick they call now.” FRESH!!! Even though I want to tell her that it is never that hot to be dressed like that in public. Sorry boo, I’m that chick they call dressed. Lol. But what the hell does Reed have on?
Why does Super Tracks sound like he is running out of breath when he is talking to and/or about Keisha? Lol. OH SNAP!!!! Reed can really sing?!!! Who knew? I mean the beat is fresh and dope…until I look over and see Biz doing this head wobble with this hilarious grin. Bwhahahahaha Did he practically just came when he gave Keisha a hug? Lol. That’s what it looked like.
Go head Diamond (Keisha), tell this little chicken head to make that money and don’t let it make her! Lol. MESSAGE!
WAAAAAAIT! So this little hoochie is Malcolm’s little sister? Bwhahahahahaah So Keisha slept with some dude and didn’t even know he had a sister. WOWZERS! MESSAGE!
Ummmm can someone please tell me why Val fell back like she got punched in the face via the game. Wait… didSharonjust say that “gay is the new black”? SoSharonneeds Val to pretend to be her lesbian lover until sweeps of her new show. Shame.
SNAP!!! Reed overdosed!!!! So is he dead or is he just in the hospital?
Okay, so Tanya, Malcolm’s sister, did some porn so he bought Jasmine’s book to hide it. The same book that wrote about how Keisha stole Malcolm’s watch from Cam’ron’s set. FINALLY!!!! Malcolm confesses his true feelings for Keisha!!! YES!!!! *Standing O!!!!! That was sooooo sweet! I love it!!!
Okay, so Reed is alive. He just OD-ed. Wait… did she really just bring him back to her new house. And this furniture is horrible!
YIPEEE!!! Keisha and Malcolm are having sex!!! Sexy! So HOT!!! But I feel some kind of way about it though… like she had to be dissed and dogged by him and play games before she finally got him. *Sigh* okay, I wont dwell. Hmmmm. Black love is beautiful!!! I want someone to butter my toast, too.
Next week, well technically today’s, episode looks HOT!!!! Cant wait. I promise to be on time. Lol.
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Sincerely,
~*My Mother’s Daughter*~
Sincerely,
~*My Mother’s Daughter*~
~*2Deep*~ Uncensored! 