Oprah’s 200 Men

Okay…..I know I am months, upon months late….but it took some time and some courage for me to finally get the nerve to actually watch this.

As a female who was molested by her own father, I can only imagine what it could feel like for a male to feel like he had to keep the secret of being abused, in any fashion.  In my blogs The House My Father Built and a Molestation Survivor Speaks….you can catch a glimpse of my struggle. And even after speaking to my biological father in NOvember for the first time in 15 years….he told me that I made it all up in my mind and that I was brainwashed by family members. WHO DOES THAT?!!!!!!!! He couldn’t face the fact that he was a perverted bastard who once molested his own sister and then continued with me…..he had to attempt to make me feel stupid and as if it was my fault. I refuse to own that, but it is very hard for me shake this part of my past; I don’t even know if I am supposed to.

So I recorded this on my DVR months ago and something is now telling me to watch it….on this EASTER Sunday( I know this is not when you will read this…but it is when I wrote it). Something is about to be resurrected….hopefully the real me. I feel safe enough to watch this. It is time for me to face this beast….and what better way than to watch this episode of Oprah and possibly help some other people.

Now, I didn’t watch the Tyler Perry Episode… I guess I should find a copy of it….but I will deal with what I have thus far.

Take 2 in 5, 4, 3, 2, 2, 2, 2, #Heal

Drop Dead Diva S:3~ New Beginnings

Episode 1: Amended Circumstances

Episode 2: False Alarm

Episode 3: Dream Big

Episode 4: The Wedding

Episode 5: No H8

Episode 6: Closure

Episode 7: Honor Thy Mother…Until

Episode 8: He said, She said

Episode 9: For the Love of Love

Episode 10: Foundation of Truth

Episode 11:  Keeping Secrets

Episode 12: Damsel in Distress

Episode 13: New Beginnings

I apologize!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I had a performance and audition to attend so I was unable to see it, but I did record it. I am catching up now!

Take 2 in 5, 4, 3, 2, 2, 2, 2, #DropDeadDiva

 I love it!!! We haven’t seen Jane pop out in song so much this season. And these guys look lip-licking delicious! Why cant I have dreams like this?

Sooky, sooky… Jane woke up to the Judge. He brings her coffee and he is so romantic.

Stacy is still in jail for punching Brian in the face, and it is all over Youtube. Grayson comes to her defense

Aaron Howard, a death row inmate is going to be executed in 72 hours and Jane has been court ordered to do a pro-bono representation.  Pardon me if this is an eerie resemblance to the Troy Davis case just days after his execution. Any who….

Drop Dead Diva S:3~ Damsel in Distress

Episode 1: Amended Circumstances

Episode 2: False Alarm

Episode 3: Dream Big

Episode 4: The Wedding

Episode 5: No H8

Episode 6: Closure

Episode 7: Honor Thy Mother…Until

Episode 8: He said, She said

Episode 9: For the Love of Love

Episode 10: Foundation of Truth

Episode 11:  Keeping Secrets

Episode 12: Damsel in Distress

I am excited just at the fact that I was able to watch an episode this evening. I wasnt the only one who noticed that they went two weeks without an episode, right……or was I misisng something?

Take 2 in 5, 4, 3, 2, 2, 2, 2, #DropDeadDiva

So, in walks Jacob Campbell (the dude from Blind Side) to explain how his fiancée was in the hospital after she was pushed and trampled on the floor at the Bridal-palooza. Conrad Bridal is even taking their slanderous way to the news. Sick! But Jane takes on the case.

So a PR rep shows up on behalf of Conrad Bridal. They present the video of evidence of how Jacob’s fiancée got shoved to the ground. Wait, did Conrad’s rep just offer them five thousand dollars and a free wedding dress? Oh I almost cussed.

I think that Kim is gonna flip about Parker’s ex ( Brandy) being a temp at the agency. *Sigh* Honey, if you cant trust him… leave him.

Awww… Jane’s judge boyfriend shows up to preside over her case and then removes himself as not to seem biased, based on his relationship with her. She makes him answer, under oath, that the relationship is going well. Lol. Jacob tells Jane to “ go on with your bad self”. lol COMEDY!

Drop Dead Diva S:3~ Keeping Secrets

Episode 1: Amended Circumstances

Episode 2: False Alarm

Episode 3: Dream Big

Episode 4: The Wedding

Episode 5: No H8

Episode 6: Closure

Episode 7: Honor Thy Mother…Until

Episode 8: He said, She said

Episode 9: For the Love of Love

Episode 10: Foundation of Truth

Episode 11: Keeping Secrets

Earlier today I read a tweet from Brandy Norwood informing the world that she would be on tonight’s episode.  To say that I am cised is merely an understatement. I CANNOT WAIT!

Take 2 in 5, 4, 3, 2, 2, 2, 2, #DropDeadDiva

So, Stacy decides to tell Jane how Brian kissed her and then she kissed him back. And she didn’t have the nerve to tell Fred. Do I need to mention that I am #teamFred on this one?

Parker is having an old “friend” come in town and he needs Jane to buffer for him. And so h is hiding all sharp and heavy objects. Classic connection Jane used between this situation and The View…lol. Yeh, he and his old friend didn’t end things well.

Can someone please tell me why Kim is staring at this church? Oh, so the pastor, Ben Logan, is in trouble and one of the other ministers needs Kim to help. Wait, Leviticus 23:22 is the verse that Pastor Logan gave his parishioners permission to steal from this local One Stop grocery store? He told them that under the right circumstances it is alright to shop lift. Ummm… I’m confused.

Drop Dead Diva S:3~ Foundation of Truth

Episode 1: Amended Circumstances

Episode 2: False Alarm

Episode 3: Dream Big

Episode 4: The Wedding

Episode 5: No H8

Episode 6: Closure

Episode 7: Honor Thy Mother…Until

Episode 8: He said, She said

Episode 9: For the Love of Love

Episode 10: Foundation of Truth

I know that I am late… AGAIN….shoot me later!

Take 2 in 5, 4, 3, 2, 2, 2, 2, #DropDeadDiva

Amazing!!! Stacy actually got an acting job on a TV show!!!!! It took 3 seasons… but I love it! The cop on the show with her looks familiar. Wait.. is that what’s his name…umm… Robert Hoffman… from Step Up 2 & MTV’s Wildn’ Out? Yeh… he can get it.

Grayson is still dating the chick with the tramp stamp. What is her name? I think it starts with a D or a C….yeh. Cassie. Cute outfit though. And then Grayson kisses her in the office?

Drop Dead Diva S:3~ For the Love of Love

Episode 1: Amended Circumstances

Episode 2: False Alarm

Episode 3: Dream Big

Episode 4: The Wedding

Episode 5: No H8

Episode 6: Closure

Episode 7: Honor Thy Mother…Until

Episode 8: He said, She said

Episode 9: For the Love of Love

I know that I am late… AGAIN….shoot me later!

Take 2 in 5, 4, 3, 2, 2, 2, 2, #DropDeadDiva

Okay, so Jane asks Fred to take Grayson out on the town for a guys night out.

So Kim shows up to do a custody case with Parker. Why are they well out into the wilderness? Wait. Louis is a plant? I cant even tell you what kind… but this sucker is HUGE!!!

Christine Maulrainey is the person who Stacy brought in for Jane to handle a case. Apparently Jan has some history with this OCD time keeping sorority twit who keeps calling everyone Sunshine.

Okay, so the L.A. Metropolitan Museum wants the plant Louis XV. Apparently the Dr. got permission to take her strand of plant home form the museum, but everyone who can verify it is dead. lol. This is hilarious.

Drop Dead Diva S:3~ He said, She said

Episode 1: Amended Circumstances

Episode 2: False Alarm

Episode 3: Dream Big

Episode 4: The Wedding

Episode 5: No H8

Episode 6: Closure

Episode 7: Honor Thy Mother…Until

Episode 8: He said, She said

I know that I am late… shoot me later!

Take 2 in 5, 4, 3, 2, 2, 2, 2, #DropDeadDiva

I wish I knew who was singing the song in the opening scene. I like it!

MY EYES!!!! MY EYES!!!!!!! Jane mistakenly walks in as Parker is in his office almost naked with Deb’s mother, Bobbi ( Sharon Lawrence)! *MY EYES!!!! MY EYES!!!!! They don’t have the kind of doors in this office that lock so why would they be on the couch getting it on anyway?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel Jane’s pain!!!! But I love Bobbi’s bra. Cuuuuute! Who knew that Parker was so buff in the chest….does he shave his chest? BWAHAHAHAHA How Jane dropped the sandwich she brought him onto the floor….hahaha. Best opening scene ever.

Hahahahah. Then Jane goes outside to scream. Bwhahahah!

Kim’s niece, Ella (Sophia Watson), is in the office and she was hanging out with Grayson. Wait. Kathy Griffin is Kim’s sister Jena and Ella’s mother? I LOVE IT!!!!!

Drop Dead Diva S:3~ Honor Thy Mother….Until

Episode 1: Amended Circumstances

Episode 2: False Alarm

Episode 3: Dream Big

Episode 4: The Wedding

Episode 5: No H8

Episode 6: Closure

Episode 7: Honor Thy Mother…Until

I was planning on watching this online tomorrow and just relaxing tonight but my curiosity and overall love for the show wouldn’t let me watch it a day late….so, you get it on time…lol

Take 2 in 5, 4, 3, 2, 2, 2, 2, #DropDeadDiva

WOWZERS!!!! So Stacy makes Fred lunch and include notes like Jane’s mom use to do, but then yells that she is NOT his mom? I’m confused.

Okay, so the LA Weekly is showing pics of Deb, and back then Grayson told her not to sign the contract. And is this the same actress who played Deb because she looks different and her hair is longer. And then Deb’s mom shows up in the office to see Grayson. And then Jane’s mom is on TV sliding own the emergency shoot on a plane circa the airline dude who got arrested for doing the same….lol. I LOVE it already! 

Drop Dead Diva S:3~ Closure

Episode 1: Amended Circumstances

Episode 2: False Alarm

Episode 3: Dream Big

Episode 4: The Wedding

Episode 5: No H8

Episode 6: Closure

Yup, I am posting it the day after…. so sue me!

Take 2 in 5, 4, 3, 2, 2, 2, 2, #DropDeadDiva

Sooooo I am a day late in posting it. I had a bunch to prepare for. Well, at least I am about to have a great laugh!

OUCH!!! Jane gets to be a prosecutor for the D.A for two weeks. And she was asked by name? Hmmm.

Kim gets a case by a mother who wants to sue because her daughter was supposedly brainwashed by …. STACY!!!!!!!!!!!! And there is a law that says that it is wrong for Stacy and her shopping sprees to get so many hits in one day. Hmmmm.

Okay, Jane worked at the DA’s office for two years, and worked for Allen Roberts but she never told anyone why she didn’t take a job there after her two years. Hmmm. There is a story behind this.

KIM JUST KISSED A GUY!!!!!! This episode is already juicy. Okay, so the case for Kim is Tort Community Act against Stacy. So the Pacific Holding Corp is the company that supplies Stacy with the goods she blogs about, but the law gives the company immunity. Sucks, sooooo now Stacy has to pay? I’m so confused!

Drop Dead Diva S:3~ No H8

Episode 1: Amended Circumstances

Episode 2: False Alarm

Episode 3: Dream Big

Episode 4: The Wedding

Episode 5: No H8

Okay…. sooo what can happen after you come out of a coma and then get left at the alter by your fiancee? Hmmmmmm

Take 2 in 5, 4, 3, 2, 2, 2, 2, #DropDeadDiva

FREEZE FRAME!!!! I have NEVER, until today, noticed just how RIPPED Grayson is from the intro to the show when he and the original Deb are in their bathing suits!!! Hottie! Can we get him to the beach more often?

Awww… so, Deb and the neurosurgeon are officially a boyfriend? That was quick.

hahahahaha I love it, “Do Judge a Book By Its Cover”. Stacy is so funny to me.